tlh pulih...insya Allah....

salam ramadhan al mubarak....

last week was named as minggu yg saket.....dr sudut kesihatan fizikal....mental pon ade sket gak...last saturday lagek aku da saket perot...klu member sume da tau kot..mmg aku ade gastrik....tp arituh mmg ekstrim...walhal aku bukannye pose pon...huhu...Allah bg mc...biase la...

da g clinnic on tuesday tp x baek gak..da la da 2 hari x g keje..claz pon x pegi..sygnyeeee..mase rabu mlm tuh maken menjd2......parents soh g clinnic agik...then d doctor said...should refer 2 hospital..umangai...serem nye mak...bknnye takot nak g spital tuh ha...xde hal la...takat bau2 pelik tuh....da imuned rsnye...

so...pg kames tuh pon pegi la.....xray ..then masok air sbotol...ngan 4 jnis ubat...high jap aku kat c2...perot pon lapa...usha ade org india 2 org kat sblah...diorg bg mkn...pesal aku diorg x bg mkn???...opss...tlupe lak...bln pose..maybe diorg igt aku pose gak kot....xpe..blk nnt aku mlantak apueh ati..pastuh bole blk..alhamdulillah......next appointment will be on 8th oct......lame lagek....jgn la ade pape hopefully....takot dgr cite org2 masok camera bagai dlm perot tuh...xnk ar.....

so far...alhamdulillah....today dah ari ke3 aku puase....saket tuh ade gak...tp cube kuatkan gak....insyaallah...xde pape la kot....

perotku yg maseh saket..trase hingge ke tulang blakang...aduyai

since last ahad lagek saket nye.....kugagahkan jua........due hari x g keje....smlm amek coti jek....tp slase da x thn sgt da...g jumpe pn doktor gak...pastuh kne skolah ngan doktor tuh..trime kaseh bebyk!!! ngeeeee

terkenang mase kat perak last week...ya allah...mcm2 jd....bile arrived jek kat sane...mlm tuh nak jln2 cr mkn dgn d girls la kan......upenye spjg pjln getah bwh bumper dpan tuh da jatoh...cam aram betol...da la sblm tuh kompressor rosak..maybe org yg betolkan tuh x skru bebetol2....hampeh sungguh...scary gak la....seb baek ade brother tuh bukak agik bengkel....syukur nothing happens.....


dsbbkan saket yg teramat....tons of asgmns yg lom siap....sigh........sape leh tlg!!!???? pelisssss!!!!!!!! (sambel buat muke comey puss in boots!!)

Ahlan bikum ya ramadhan!!!!!

pejam celik....ramadhan dtg lagek...rs br jek celebrate bday taun masihi ngan kengkawan...da nak masok bday taun hijrah plak...heeee.......smoge amalan kali neh lebey byk dr ramadhan sblm nye....bigitu juge ngan mmbr2 sume...bln plg tenang...bln yg dinantikan.....klu le kite dpt maximumkan ibadah ramadhan kali neh....masya allah...xdpt bygkan ganjaran yg kte perolehi,......jgn pk dose yg kte buat jek....pk camne nak kurangkan dose n tmnhkan pahale...ckp jek x gne.....>>>>> peringatan utk diri sdiri juge.....

mnggelabah gak td mase kat claz....ade asgmn yg aku xtau kne buat..sbb ade claz yg redundant...so byk kali x attend...sigh.....double my task!!! still letey blk dr perak...dunno y...maybe d combination of d journey n weather now......camane plak kat pdg mahsyar......tatkale mentari terik sejengkal ats kepale....

i was quite bz lately....n my health condition wasn't good....xdpt bersame rakan2....byk telepas pndg n perhatian...doesn't mean aku x kesah kehidupan korg...n x amek pedulik....i cried everytime my head thinking that i can't help u guys n do nothing...mmg le xbaek jage tepi kaen org....but to think of wut they're doing....whether it's rite or wrong.....msg2 da bsr....should think of future..meaning..jangke mase pjg... instead pk kan keindahan, keseronokan n kebahagiaan skang jek....ntahla......org kate....xyah sebok sbb msg2 punye kubo....lupe agaknye mereke....tanggungjawab kte sbg khalifah kat bumi neh kne berpesan2 dgn kebenaran!!!!! n yes...kene la berpesan2 dgn kesabaran juge........maseng2 ade "saham" bile terlihat......tp bile diam...bagaimane...sigh....i hv no strength on that......lemahnye aku.......

aku pon insan biase..byk klemahan...nak tego...pasti terpalit ke muke sdiri akhirnye....sedey....sedey lagek terkenangkan rakan2 yg xsedar ape yg diorg buat..overall aspects in life.....idop mcm roda...kite buat org....org akan buat kte blk....klu x skang...akan tibe masenye nnt....klu x kne kat kte blk...kne plak kat anak2 kte....cash !!!

terkenang ape yg nonie kongsi cerite n pengalaman die.....Allah works in different ways to show His GREATNESS.............................. Subhanallah....... dunnow wheter i'll have d same "sign" n kejujuran hati yg ikhlas.....byk cela itam kat dlm ati..camne Allah nak makbulkan doa aku....mintak mcm2 tp xnk "mmberi".......i'm working on it....insyaAllah.....

smoge hati smakin tng.......ya Allah..bersehkan la hatiku...& jgn jdkan ramadhan ini yg terakhir buatku....amin

sunday yg funday.....

wahahaha....tajuk cam best jek..padehal rutin hariku cam biase jek..name pon ari ahad...bgn pg2 g pasa..even tho keter buat prangai x snonoh tuh..haha...then...kemas bilik yg da mcm tutttttttttttttttt........

since ptg semlm agik keter start buat hal....dok kua bunyi pelik2 lak..adey...nsb baek sampai umah lps claz...takot jek aku tesadai kat nkve ke...duke ke...mmg le berduke jdnye nnt....

ptg..dlm kol 7 lebey...usha tepon celcom..br pasan ade 2 missed calls n 1 msg from shira....sewel bdk tuh mmlm.....lps habeh claz smlm aku lupe nak tuka mode from silent...tuh yg x pasan....missed calls tuh dr wanie...tekezut gak die call...igt nak jempot kenduri kawen ke hape kan..hahaha.....best...lame x gosip ngan wanie......sonok!!

tgk fb td......aduyai....xthn betol tgk org becinte neh.....dasat...kalahkan org da kawen....perlu ke nak letak pekare2 camtuh...hahahha...skali skale leh blah la....kne lak org yg mmg camtuh...mmg aku x bley blah..gelis makkkk....sian awek die...malu sey.....hahahhah

live..life..leave..

xtau pe kne ngene dgn tajok..but basically life is full of surprises..yar..now in perak..promoting our product..

lucky ade free wifi here..so damm windu kat internet..huhu..semlm server diorg down..biasela kat institusi pndidikn..wahaha...

Allah maha kaye n maha mengetahui..kte rncg..tp da dtentukn pengakhirannye...bcoz of unexpected reasons..aku n 2 membr jek dtg perak ni..nvr mind..even tho my parents n others riso keadaan ktorg..alhamdulillah nothing worst happens so far..maybe berkat doa2 yg parents ktorg aja dr kecik maka ALLAH melindungi kami..insyaAllah..

so hard 2 convince these educated people..mari kte kembali kpdNYA...

tomorrow i'll be back 2 KL..sbb ade claz..klu leh skip mmg aku skip saje..mcm xpnah buat dolu..unfortunately claz2 mendtg sgt pntg..miss 1 claz pn rugi mcm xdtg 3 claz..harap diorg phm la kan..sbb nk dkt final..nk harap aku blaja sdiri base on lctr notes..mmg xleh hrp la..

c u in KL !!!! Muahz !!!

out of reach

out of reach..out of sight.....still.........



Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you


Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me

life.....

I'm afraid of the dark
Especially when I'm in a park
And there's no one else around,
Oh I get the shivers.
I don't want to see a ghost,
It's the sight that I fear most
I'd rather have a piece of toast
And watch the evening news.

Life, oh life! Oh life! Oh life! doo,
Doot doot dooo... Life, oh life! Oh life!
Oh life! doo doot doo

I'm a superstitious girl
I'm the worst in the world
Never walk under the ladders,
I keep a rabbit's tail.
I'll take you up on the dare,
Anytime, anywhere;
Name the place,
I'll be there,
Bungee jumping, I don't care!


life oh life...

So after all said and done
I know I'm not the only one
Life indeed can be fun,
If you really want to.
Sometimes living out your dreams,
Ain't as easy as it seems
You wanna fly around the world,
In a beautiful balloon.


life can be d most beautiful experiences if we see it d way it suppose to...rather than to burden n blind urself wit unnecessary matters or stupid things ...enjoy!!!!

pompuan gile!!

yezza....morning!!! sbb time aku tulih neh seawal morning dow.....sengal...patutnye aku bgn awal lagek siapkan keje2 tetunggak...mengape la hani neh....sigh....

ntah mengape hati neh rs ade cam x kne sumwhere....risau semcm......mcm ade sumthing x kne.la ... adey..srabot pale otak aku....jiwekacau betol...kang klu amek berat...kate aku kepochi..bile buat dakbu...kate x prihatin...dunie oh dunie.........

xlame lagek nak pose...aduyai....konon nak khatam quran utk ramadhan neh...mase rejab dulu da start...tp time syaaban neh lame da x sambung..bile nak khatam nye hani oiiiiiiiii.......ade yg kne khatan nehhhhh,.........

long sigh.........

tatkale saket bahu....

arinih dok umah jek la....sbb ari slase...so kne teman mak kat umah..abah ade kelas mlm neh...niat di hati nak beronggeng dgn rakan2...sbb ecah pon cuti...tp..sbb kan sian kat mak dok sorg lak kang..da la bbdk tuh berimunisasi & antibodi lemah..asyik demam jek..seb baek bkn h1n1..soooo..cancel...

tp ptg td nan n amin ajak lepak mekdi..mamat tuh tehingin plak nak mkn mknn barat tuh..hahah....sume sbb sblm blk dr keje aku sempat chat ngan nan..cite psl aku slalu mkn dlm keter otw nak g class...then citeku itu mmbuatkan beliau lapa...haha...lame x lepak ngan amin...mcm2 cite kua....

teringat komen2 yg diletakkan oleh para shbt atatkale aku naek status kat fb td... "please...please...please..kamu jgn nakal".....

Noorul Huda sape yg nakal itu?

Hani Azhanibal haha..mane de sesape la huda..tdgr lg alif aziz td..mcm comey jek..

Ezman Mikhail bf hani kot

Hani Azhanibal hahaha..nak bguling ktawe aku bc statement ko man..aku maseh dlm misi mcari lagek ni !!

Ezman Mikhail hahaha..jgn memilioh sgt..tp biarla yg terbaik bg ko

Hani Azhanibal wah..mcm xcaye jek ko advice aku camneh..sgt terharu!! tekiu :D

Ezman Mikhail hahahaha..aku bg pendapat je..terpulang

Hani Azhanibal yea..aku paham..sbb 2 aku kate sgt terharu..tekiu again..

Ezman Mikhail wlcome...nanti nk kawin jgn lupe ajak aku

Hani Azhanibalhuk..ntah ble la 2 kann..insyaallah..

Ezman Mikhail hahahaha..sabor2..nanti ade la tu..jodoh ditangan tuhan..kite cuma kena usaha je..insyallah

Hani Azhanibalko buat aku rs teharu lg utk kali ke2..uwaa..touchingnye

Ezman Mikhail hahahaha..ape la ko ni..aku lesing kang...

Hani Azhanibal xde r..bkn sng nk dpt nasehat dr ko..tu yg terharu lebey tuh..

Ezman Mikhail yela..aku kan nakal kt skolah dulu..hahaha..mane la org mcm ko nk dgr nasihat dr org mcm aku ni

Hani Azhanibal uiks...jgn slh paham...manusie sume x same...aku pon bukannye baek sgt...aku lagek suke org nasehatkan aku dr biarkan aku buat silap..kte kene slg mengingati kannnn

Nur Hafiezah Nor Peah hani..ni nasihat...gi wat keje...sudah2 tu layan fcbook nye...hikhik..

Ezman Mikhail hahahah..kalo nk nasihat yg lg bernas g la jmp akhill hay..hahah

Ezman Mikhail peah sebok je

Nur Hafiezah Nor Peah ah..biar la...ko sebok asal?ni page hani kot...bluweeek!!

Hani Azhanibal huk.....tekiu fiza....nasehat ko mmg terkesan d hati ini.....

aku nak nasehat ko gak bole?? ko pon pegi buat keje!!!!!!!
hahahaha

Ezman Mikhail hahahaha..pdn muke peah..piirahh..hahaha..aku kena gak ke hani??

Hani Azhanibal aaa??? ermmmm.......sape mkn cili die la rase pdsnye...huhuhuhu...

renung2kan & slmt beramal!!! heeee :D

Nur Hafiezah Nor Peah ah..ko pun same man...gi wat keje...jangan rugikan duit cukai yg aku da bayar kat gomen ye..

Ezman Mikhail hek eleh..ntah2 ko xbyr cukai pun..sangkut..goblok

Ezman Mikhail aku terharu hani

Hani Azhanibal ko nak terharu nape lak man?????

Ezman Mikhail hani nasihat aku..dulu mase skolah die xpenah nasihat aku..denda aku 30sen adelah..hahah

Hani Azhanibal wahaha......mase tuh aku jlnkan tjwb jek!! xde mase nak bg nasehat2 neh....

Ezman Mikhail hahahaha..

tuh je la serbe sdkt kan..pening jek nak bace pjg2...tp aku sgt terharu..serius...xtau la klu ezman igt aku memaen...maybe pengalaman yg die ade buat die matang...ye ar...da jd bapak org tuhhhhh

malam yg suam2 kuku.....

adey....letey betol la g claz ari senin neh.....mane xnye...bak kate sorg bro dlm claz tuh..."neh la course plg mahal dlm dunie..sbb byk advertisement nak masok".....pjg betol huraiannye.....ntah brape byk "window" da open daaaa.......bile da minimize...kang maximize blk....letey otak aku...tulisan pon da mcm merepek gaban da....

td mase pegi n blk dr sh alam...otak aku dok terigt panggilan ke gelaran ntah yg diberioleh 2 org rakan...hahaha .... "nocturnal"........sorg tuh wanie....die tbe2 jek panggey aku camtuh last week....yg buat tesentapnye sbb penah org referred aku spesis yg same duluuuuuu......sampai skang dok igt lagek tuhhhhhh.....hahaha..bangge lak kan....ntah pape ntah.......

suddenly windu ina mase otw back....isk...sedey plak menerpe kalbu...ape la die tgh buat kan..pe kaba plak cikgu anuar..?? haha

seperkare sedey lagek psl seorg shbt neh...aduyai....xtau nak kate ape...smoge dirinye dilindungi Allah..dan sgale yg dilakukannye di bwh bimbingan & diredhai Allah swt.....

td chat sat ngan member lame..huh...sumbunk...xpe la...ku tau n mengerti mengape jd begitu...org yg mndgr d sblah pihak rate2 akan berperangai begitu.....teruskanlah....kwn aku pon ramai lagek yg hebat2...xde blagak spt kamu.....yg penting hati kamu sbg manusie...

tiada lagi......

wahahaha....tuh tajuk lagu yg aku dgr while typing kat blog neh...... sedey...tp..abaikan....nak cite mende2 yg best2 jek.....seronok men bowling arituh ngan rakan2 sampai terngiang2 lagek skang neh....especially karaoke jambe session.....muaahahaha......gile lps sgale yg terpendam & terbuku kat sanubari....d more d merrier....tp apekan dayo makcik...4 org neh gak le.......jid ade ckp...ilang rindu die kat sara...sbb ant sume..jid lame x jumpe sara....windu kenangan lalu..huahuauahaua

plg best mase nyanyi lagu "hati kama"...asalnye nak lwn org sblah dok nyanyi lagu "ya maulai".....wpon kitorg beronggeng style "terkawal"...tp kitorg rs enjoy yg teramat sgt....x smestinye ape yg kite buat tuh akan buat kite enjoy d day....juz sit n relax kat mapley utk straight 3 jam pon dgn kwn2.....sambel gelak ketawe....cukup utk meringankan beban d otak....

ecah siap mintak ampun sbb die pilih lagu sedey....don worry..wa tadak hal punye...silekan ecah.hayati lagumu!! heee

td cite kat alyn psl jumpe vj utt arituh....terigt plak kesah kitorg mase skolah dlu...mase tuh form 6...xramai yg tau psl neh...tetibe lak die igtkan aku psl neh...rase nak barai gelak jek....sbbnye kesahnye hanye krnye......hmmm....huhuh.... camne nak cite eh......

alkesahnye camni la...dlu ade program ape ntah kat skolah..psl kerjaye kot..so adelah sekumpln army neh dtg skolah kitorg...ade sorg neh hansem x hengat!!!! mmg cair la...tp yg dasatnye..c alyn neh mmg masok air sungguh ngan abg sojar neh...sampai ngalir airmate die sbb x dpt begamba ngan sojar tuh kot...wahahahahaha...... nak beguling rsnye hengat kesah tuh...alyn2......aduyai...da la ngarot kat aku td..prsn die dok amsterdam...wahaha

td ina pon ade tepon gak....uwaaaa....windunye ina..... dlu pon jrg jumpe..tp bile die da dok jauh neh..lagek la rindu...sob....tetes airmate neh tatkale mndgr sore die...huhhhhhh....control macho hani!!!

br2 neh aku terperasanla kan...sumone yg penah aku pnah "knal" dlu...suddenly delete or deactivated his fb account....ngeh3....ntah mengape puncenye...ade shbt berkate maybe die prsn ngan stat n notes aku..padehal aku x tujukan kat die...lantak la kamu..mengape perlu rs beslh jike x lakukan keslhn...haha...suda ade 2 kes begitu.....sume akibat prsn melakukan keslhn..lalu angkat kaki..wahahahaha..klako2......mengapekah??? perlukah????

ade sdkt kerungsingan besarang dlm kpale...bkn mslh org laen..tp diri sdiri....tp xdpt nak dikongsi bersame rkn2..sorry..too personal...tuh yg buat otak aku maken beban..."caught in a middle..life is a maze"....sgt betol!!!

oohh......tbe2 kua lagu "i'm not missing u"....staccie oricco.....sgt best lagu neh...liriknye sgt bersesuaian ngan jiwe tatkale neh..hahaha

smoge kte sume telepas dr kancah2 neh!!!!