sedey

strikes me again.......

agak sedey...ke aku yg emo lebey.....tatkale cube mencari rakan2 utk melepaskan prasaan yg dah mcm tuuuttt....

sume sebok...understood....sume org ade ceritera idop sdiri...stop relying org len wahai hani.....
mcm shitttt.....airmate neh nak kua gak...p la mam.....

okeh fine....i'll go my own way!!!! pegi la jahanam ngan sesape pon...org leh buat...xkan aku xleh....tp kalu aku buat..start kate x igt kwn....dah lupe kwn...sape lupe sape...maseng2 dah ade bf kannnnn.......idop la korg bedue!! bole x jgn cr aku lagek...???? tang ssh pandai cr aku..bile sng,,?? reason..?? cam stupid....

mmg korg x pandai jage ati org....so..xperlu aku blaja jage ati korg!!!

rindu.,...

woaaaa.....lame tdk memblog dri....sgt sibuk hingge xde mase utk diri sdiri...

wutd happened to my social life..???? erk...perkare yg harus ditelan setlh bekerje......

my education life..???? "hanging intention"..huhu...still bergelut dgn kompius nye lagek..aduyai..

lately...i dont know y...but seems getting so far away from Allah...astaghfirullah....knape hani jd camneh...?

maybe neh la sbb nye byk masalah aku yg xleh slesai2 lagek neh...........Allah nak uji aku.....smoge aku tabah n dipermudahkan ujian ini....

still on my he-tox mode.....ssh betol la......almost a year....tp xleh nak lpskan...wuts wrong wit me????? i should give myself a dateline instead!! br ar ade objektive dlm idop....mengapekah..oh mengapekah.......

lonely..alone...loner...

mmg x kesah idop single...wut to rush...? bknnye sok akunak kawen...tp kdg2 terdetik gak utk bermanje...euuwwww.....haha......ade skali tuh..trase sgt lonely bile nak kua..but no one was there for me....sume sebok..either wit family or their syg's...huhu....ade skali tuh jgak...lebey sadis rsnye...tatkale aku tbe sorg2 jek kat table tuh yg xde teman berckp.... "the couple" tgh berckp dgn satu same laen...d boys bedue tuh plak berborak sesame diorg...aku??? was left alone.......nxt time....i will not allow myself to be in that situation again...

kne cr sesuatu yg boleh dilakukan sdiri jgak ar....xleh rely kat org...kne biasekan diri idop bujang...nak harapkan kwn2 pon xleh.....diorg adekehidupan sdiri..sampai bile ko nak sesakkan diorg ngan merepek ko tuh hani?????

tp.......maseh trase ketidak adilan pd dri ini...mengape tegar nye ko !!! huikkkh.......tensiii!!!!