Assalamualaikum wbt...
dah semaken jarang aku menarikan jari jemari kat sini...lebih suke membatu agaknye...bukak ni pon sbb nak tgk blog isteri pertama UZAR..bile keluar psl UZAR...teringat blog isterinye yg dulu mmg aku nantikan..sgt ilmiah dan inspirational...

syawal 1434H;

Syawal pertame tanpe kehadiran bonda...persiapan kami pon sederhana je...takde yg baru..serba serbi yg lame...mmg kitorg bukan jenis tukar semue bende bile aidilfitri menjelang... tp kekalkan yg lame sbb nak biarkan sgale yg ade kaitan dgn mak... kami berkumpul di pagi raye...kat kubur mak...abah trase terkilan sket..sbb tak sempat nak siapkan lagek kayu kubur utk mak...hajat hati abah..nak buat sendiri...nak ukir sendiri ....nak letak sendiri....tp abah tgh recovery progress slps surgery...belom boley nak buat keje berat2....tp sbb sygkan cucu...di dokong jgak cucu die tuh...

Alhamdulillah...kami sekeluarge berkumpul bersame di pagi raye...dapat bergambar bersame...termasuk la abg yg sorg tuh...Alhamdulillah...termakbul doa mak...wpon slps mak pergi... selepas berkumpul kat rumah..masing2 bawa haluan masing2...beraye di rumah mertua...aku n abah..blk kampung mak..di perak...spt biase...spt tahun2 sebelumnya...

ramai yg bercerita psl mak...semua mcm tak percaye pemergian mak....masing2 terkesan ngan ketiadaan mak..sungguh..mak rapat ngan semua org..org yg kenal mak...tau la mak mcm mane..semoge byk la doa2 drpd org yg menyayangi mak

brokenhearted;

haahaaa...raye kali nih mmg agak pilu lps dpt brite mengenai pojaan hati yg sekian lame bertahta dlm hati nih...rupanye bakal mendirikan rumahtangga...cracked habes hati nih...punah..ranap...sgale bagai prasan...haha...sudah tersurat takdir kami begini...mmg jelas ..terang dan nyate kami takde jodoh...saje nak sedapkan hati je..tunggu die...kot2 ade harapan...hahaha...padehal dah byk Allah bg tande2 tuh..takpelah...br boleh buat man hunting bebetol...ini serius!! (ala2 wonderpets)...

ade jgak beberape perkare yg agak annoying berlaku lately...huh..yg tuh aku share post laen la...pjg sgt... cukop2 la ngulor...

ma'assalamah...

please keep me in ur du'a..

Syawal yg stuffed!!

Alhamdulillah...after a blissful Ramadhan had passed...here is d beautiful Syawal has appeared...nothing special compared to last year celebration..it was even more dull than before..juz both of me n mom celebrated at kampong together with other relatives...tuh pon ala2 menumpang kaseh..it was sad moment i must say...

as usual..common routine nite before raye...doa selamat n tahlil among family members....after that...bermaaf2an session...uu..sayu sungguh hati ini..mengaler2 airmate sy n bonda when we're hugging wit each other...mohon ampun sgale dose2 yg ade from d day i was born till now..bukan kate berbakol2 lagek...berguni2...bertan2 dose yg aku buat kat parents..astaghfirullah al azim...smoge Allah ampunkan dose aku..untungla pd mereke2 yg awal lagek da xde parents...dose might be sket je...as long as mereke menjage maruah mereke ....ur parents are still going to be punished dlm kubur kalau anak2 mereke membuat sesuatu perkare yg menlanggar syariat..wallahua'alam..too long to detail here...google laa sendiri.. ~ dose2 anak kpd ibu bapa yg telah meninggal dunia..byk woo

umah yg open pon byk...this year...mantan rakan sekerje siap buat list tiap2 mlm nak serbu umah sape..happening...a bit tired tho.....sbb esoknye nak keje...it takes me 4o min juz in train journey jek...compared ngan diorg yg hny memkn mase 10 min nek keter... *envy uols dem much!!

as for my relationship progress....hmm...dunno wut to say...too complicated to tell..if he's d one...he'll be d one...enuf said...still seeking for petunjuk drNya...may Allah send His guidance upon me...amin... :)