slightly retarded....

i remember that one friday nite...hahaha....ala2 lagu brown gal by abba....

maken gile aku neh..hardly to stay focus on my work;...a lot need to  be done within a short period of time....personal n work.....ssh nye nak separate kan.....i'm d kind yg ssh nak let go things out easily...luahkan pon actually x brape hundred persen....afraid my tears tbe2 lak kua...ngengade sungguh......

i dunno wuts happening...dulu punye kesah lebey mudah utk dilupekan mungkin sbb lgsg x bejumpe...x berhubung....but as i mentioned dolu lagek....xmo jd pemusnah hubungan rakan2...lately...aku tersedar satu pekare....aku dah mcm org ilang siuman..since aku asyik cite yopik yg same ngan rakan2.....aku da byk kali berusehe utk tdk membangketkan cite bodow tuh...apekan daye..tesembur jua pekare yg same....erghhhh...berkali marah pd diri sdiri...tp x penah dgr ckp sndiri!!!!!! hani..hani................

"try sleeping wit d broken heart"

hampe...

xtau rasenye camne nak gmbrkan prasaan neh...sume bercampo baur...all at once.....mengharapkan kwn2....ssh gak...maseng2 ade mslh maseng2....

remuk rsnye....tp ape jek yg bole aku buat ...slaen tangisan sblm tdo..letey rsnye bile bgn pg.....Allah jek yg maha mengetahui....cube kuatkan diri utk mak n org laen...tp sampai bile....nak g jauh...tp x mampu....

camne org leh rilek jek ek..??ya Allah.....ape dosa aku smpi aku d uji begini.......kalu org dgr pon...mesti kate ujian aku sket jek kan...but each time aku nak luahkan...xterluah keseluruhannye........beban...saket....dgn sape aku nak kongsi..??? aku xnk buat mende2 pelik...

cukup mak dah rase ssh sblm neh...xmo tmbhkan lagek......sronok tgk kwn2 gumbire...tumpang saje,...