innalillah.....

received a shocked news....from a very dear friend of mine..lost of her beloved farther.....pity her......we....as friends...touched n felt d lost too....

all we can do...sending prayers for her farther...may Allah place him amongst pious men n grant jannah...insyaAllah...we also pray...that she'll gained strength..patience...n faith...facing the obstacles that Allah has sent to her......

while me...still praying for my future.....my family happiness.....n friends....

loads of things need to be re-do...uhhhhh.......

choices...

when we r facing choices that has to be made....erk..susah rasenye....pilihan2 yg diperngaruhi oleh unsur2 sekeliling..ibu bapa...adik bradik..dan org laen...

nak2 plak bile keputusan tuh mak bapak kite yg soh pilih......org kate..better follow jek..sbb kat situ la keberkatannye...n kat situ la rezeki....

tp aku sedey gile...nape org laen lak cube downkan aku...okeh...hani...lap air mate dulu.....

sucks entry!

kucar kacir otak aku dah..

not a good entry this time..i must say....

to make a decision...ones must sacrifice things...

sy hilang 'beliau' krn cite2 sy..yg akhirnye x habes pon...krn tuntutan kerje....perbezaan taraf katenye...hmm...baeklah..sy akur....sy percaye qada' n qadar Allah...ini bermakna jodoh kami kekal sbg sahabat...alhamdulillah..better than be a rival...

but now.....

Allah uji sy lagek dgn situasi yg hampir same...juz when i'm about to make another life's decision...hajat hendak menyambung cite2 lame....tatkale spt ade peluangnye...hmmm....sy dipertemukan pule ngan beliau yg mahukan sy memenuhi cite2nye....ya Allah.....wpon mase depan kami belum tentu.....terase berat nak buat keputusan spt neh...dgn kekangan mase utk ku berikan jwpn kpd keduenye......

okeh..entry ini sgt sucks!

jodoh...lagik.... :P

okeh..not to story bout my jodoh sbenanye......psl org sekeliling sy.....since i'm in adult world...jodoh..relationship..marriage....seems to be topic utame everywhere i go...huh..lumrah alam agaknye...huuuu

sympathy...empathy...sad..pity....ngan yg dah berusie...30+....yg maseh tercari2 jodohnye....what went wrong???kembali kpd Maha Pencipta la seharusnya...tp ade yg mmg x cari n x kesah pon..(like me..myself)....things n matters yg can not be forced by anyone....is it necessary to?hmmm....mmg la kene berusehe...tp bagaimane...well...google it....ade jek kat mane2 blog laen...jgn cepat putus asa..n hampa...sampai nak bawak diri bagai...mane nak pegi nye pon..dunia nehkecik jek...wake up...n confront every obstacles....

xde la pandai sgt pon...sy sendiri maseh single n available (promote diri jap)......so be it....tho ade rase sedey...it'll go away eventually.....sedey bkan ape...sbb xde geng nak beronggeng n berfoya2...huhuh.....kwn2 ramai nak kawen taun neh....one by one...i'm loosing my friend....insyaAllah tdklah ilang selamenye...


okeh..i bluffed....i did story things about me..hahaha...sengal....!