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alhamdulillah...rase bersyukur yg amat sgt...Allah kurniekan aku seorg ibu yg memahami..tatkale org laen tak paham2...atau sekadar menguji...hmmm

last weekend..went to mommy's hometown...dah rindu sgt ngan kg halaman...n also..nak jumpe ade moyang neh..pandai mengurut...kaki mak cramp arituh..sampai bengkak...alhamdulillah..da maken surut...

lps tuh..jln2 sekitar kg...mama yg ajak..mama kate..sbb mak dah lame tak jln2 kat kg..hehe...best...n i learnt few words yg agak sanskrit...haaa...

on the way back...mak tny soklan2 yg aku tak leh nak selindung lagek...mmg aku pohon pd Allah..smoge aku dibero kekuatan utk berterus terang pd mase n keadaan yg sesuai...alhamdulillah....

sesuatu yg aku tak sangke n terfikir pon..response dr mak...alhamdulillah...tak dpt nak digambarkan bertape aku bersyukur...lega rasenye..mak pon ade bg advice skali..sambel drv....control airmate spy tdk keluar...huhuu...rapuh...

alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah... :-)

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Igt sihat...sbelum saket...

wahhh..1st time neh dlm idop buat gini..stakat neh kesihatan yg Allah bg...alhamdulillah...xpenah nak kene buat apoimen bagai...wpon minor..tp saketnye trase keseluruh badan...itulah kesah gg bongsuku...ya Allah...nape la ko x tumboh normal...huuuu

Allah amek kjap nikmat sehatku...ujian neh..yg best...dpt mc 3 hari...ngeeee...byk nak setelkan within 2 days yg remain neh..mudah2 dpt la peluang slesaikan perkare2 tertunggak yg mmg da lame tertunggak...

nak ilangkan ingatan neh dok pk saket..sempatla jgak kemas bilik..wahahah..byk sampah masyarakat yg boley dibuang aku dok simpan..punye la xde mase..hadoi...

sambel buang2 sampah yg daj berkurun tuh.. i learnt sumthing from it..kalau barang yg lame aku dok simpan sbb syg tuh aku leh buang..might as well i can throw away all the unneccassary memory..huhu...cabaran bln may 2012 namenye neh...gambatte ne hani-chan..

kudoakan jua buat para shbtku yg laen...moge kte berjaye...heheh

peace...-out!!!

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bile kebuntuan

assalam..

entry neh..agak jiwekacau...as usual..kepale pening camne nak terus terang ngan org tua...people said that d youngest of d fmly sng nak dpt ape aje..nak luah ape aje..etc

i guess...i'm excluded...sejak kecik...bkn sume bende aku share ngan parents...xnk diorg risau n semakkan kepale ..of coz la segale kenakalan aku pon aku sorokkan..kene bantai ngan cikgu pon xpenah cite..for sure kene blk ngan parents..sape soh p buat onar kat skolah..(tp bdk2 skang da laen..cikgu takot diorg)...n x semua benda aku leh dpt dgn mudah...

berbalek motip sbena entry kali neh..mcm mane nak terus terang dgn parents..on current situation...previous situation pon payah nak cite...dah terdesak br tekeluar...haha

hari demi hari...mcm2 petande baru Allah tunjukkan...wpon saket setiap kalinye...maybe itulah yg terbaek...

stiap kali tatap wajah parents...ya Allah...berikan ku rezeki dan kekuatan utk menjage dan membalas jase keduenye...wajah2 tua itu tlh byk mengerah tenage utk membesar & mendidik aku...tdk semua keluarge itu sempurne...tp kami cuba menyempurnakannye...

acapkali dgr lagu maher zain.."number one for me"...sgt meruntun jiwe ini...terlalu byk dosa telah kutaburkan buat mereka... -_-

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it's april...

huwaaa...april sudaa...my last post was on february...hmm..it's been a while oledi since my last post...tuh pon td sbb tgk "gen21" kat al-hijrah....psl bloggers..then suddenly teringat blog sendiri yg lame x singgah...well..dey olls sume siap add nuffnang bagai to expand followers..mine..nvr bother pon brape ramai..huhu....just a medium for me to express what i hv inside kepale serabot neh tru writing...typing to be precise... ;)

slame mane aku telah "tinggalkan" laman neh...lebey lame lagek kekacauan yg bersarang d minda sbenanye...

last week...i'm officially bujang kembali..huhuuuuu...takdir Allah telah atur aku...mmg ade hikmahnye..n i can see it clearly one by one...ramai org yg soh kawen awal bagai..well peeps...different people will walk in trough different journey of life...don't aspect my life or other people's life will walk d same path as yours..if Allah destined your life to get married in earlier age as such...just be grateful for that...takyah bising tanye nape bagai...ko nak sponsor ke?huh..itu adlh soklan berserte amarah...padehal ade yg betol2 concern....maaf..darah mude katekan...peace!!

it's maybe d best decision for both of us...as both have "things" to settle dulu..huuuu...it torn my hearts bit by bit tho...can't deny that...prasaan yg hadir itu ikhlas....dan bukan mudah utk dtg sendiri...hukhuk....to recover from my last rship pon agak saket...kene agresif pnye teknik aku hamek...this time..belom tau lagek teknik ape yg sesuai..since the way it was end pon different...huh...even harder this time...

apr 15th..date dat i always remember..d date it was all started..hmm...hopefully managed to overcome situasi yg x best neh....dun like it at all...leh x kalau juz throw this feeling simply away...huhuuuu...pray everyday for that...insyaAllah....

hmmm...d sampeng itu...kepelbagaian perkare laen berkaitan kerjaye n peribadi sgt melemaskan....sampai tahap..."benci keje ngan pompuan"...duh...hani..sile cermin sket jantina anda tuh ape??huhuuuuu...mencik....harus blaja utk trime semue neh....ohhhh...

hani..stop whining....

i'm done...