hot hot hot

last week..everywhere kat ceruk mane pon dlm opis neh kecoh psl penilaian prestasi done recently (but d management had postponed d date..for i-forgot-how-many-times)...lucky i wasn't involve...juz dgr2 n lihat2 ape yg berlaku...observe...n evaluate ape yg jd kat sekeliling.....

manusie...benarkah akan berlaku adil sesame manusie tanpe ade prasaan hasad, benci, iri hati, dendam n kesumat mengiringi setiap keputusan yg di ambil??krn ade kuase..sekaligus boley boley mempengaruhi bawahannye utk menilai insan bawahannye pule....do they really made d observation by all rounder...or by their naked eyes??

insan2 yg dinilai....betulke slh ape yg telah pihak penilai menilai..?hv u given d best?n u nvr done anything wrong??or they get emotional bile evaluation result kluar....sbb maybe they gave d best they can...xpenah ngular...xpenah "tai chi"...x penah itu..x penah ini....heheh...


ape yg sy lihat..ade yg trase ati etc....is it d system ke hape eh??poning betol...leh menganggugugat ketenteraman hubungan manusie ngan manusie yg laen.....

ape yg sy rase...penilai n pemarkahan yg di buat neh ade beberape kemungkinan pd akibatnye...

1. markah tinggi (scenario 1)- yes u did very well with excellent!u'd given ur best..n it shows....n yes u deserve it!

2. markah tinggi (scenario 2) - u did well..but not at ur best..u completed ur task, but not as good as ur boss want..sumtimes u don't even hv any task to do...but becoz u have d most minimum errors occurred..so d high mark given by ur boss is to motivates u to do better...

3. markah tinggi (scenario 3) - anda pandai bermaen wayang!!!ewah2.... hebat dlm tai chi..haiyak!! even tho u r half looser...still u r a smart person!!

4. markah trendah (scenario 1) - u r a total garbage!! ok....not that far... some people maybe don't hv any motivational momentum utk nak inject diri diorg...so tak sgt memberangsangkan hasil kerje...delayed...undone...asyik nak tai chi kerje(x reti nak maen wayang)...

5. markah rendah (scenario 2) - u did ur best..u manage to tackle n handle any problem n u took risk for that...akan tetapi..jeng jeng jeng.........u r just a victim of discrimination!! sorry to say but ur boss hated u!!huhu....ksian ar kalau part neh...pity...but wut can i say more...berdoa la smoge Allah beri ptunjuk kat pemangse camneh....

smoge sy diadili ngan keadilan yg sepatutnye sy terime....amin...

newsfeed...verbally

wow..kinda shocked as i entered opis ari senin lps....mcm2 new spread out kat cni...latest...psl migration insan2 cni ke region laen...woowww...seems like everyone is leaving...sbenanye sket jek...but since bunyik die cam ramai kan...trase sungguh kehilangan...

bile diorg nak anto aku migrate lak?hahah...suke suki jek manusie yg ade kuase neh kan...sng2 jek nak anta org sane cni...welcome to d real world hani! u juz seen not even half of it yet.....huh......jauhkan sy dr kesusahan ya Allah

oh manusie...as usual...jiwe merundum lagek...oh...donia....begitu byk dogaanmu...do u hv to be this cruel to me??yyyy????jgn sampai sy kuciwe yg amat sgt....nnt jd laen plak...nauzubiilah...

last sunday ..telah memasang unifi d rumah....laju...compared to before...d speed could reach to 4.9 Mb for downloading...huh...nyaman tatkale buat on9 streaming....camne la kalau pakai 20Mb kan..sure superb!! sabo je la ..nak baut camne..naseb le jadi anak tiri TM...slame setaun stgh hempas pulas utk psg infra bagai...gado ngan contractor...vendor....merase jgak ape yg diusehekan slame neh..wahaha...uh...gelak kejam!!xde la gado  camne pon...seganas2 aku...i don't like arguments...discussion is better...hahah..buat blood pressure naek jek la....

well....about office pulok...ade sesi berbalas email yg sgt sy x senangi...childish!!absurd matters yg berbangket...sedeynye...yg buat tuh..n then cc tuh d big boss was a person who is highly respected by colleagues...juz bcoz that person is a super senior here...is that mean d person is totally right in every decision n action..duh....i guess it's sumkind of pre-menopausal syndrome...opps....nauzubillah....

ish...layankan jek la......uh....i still have stiff shoulder on my right...so in pain....found out that it liaise wit stress...whatdaaaa..hahah..need sumthing to motivates myself!!

pembukaan tahun baru

nebes jap ape yg jd..trauma jap pon ade..dah lame x kene...last skali eksiden mase beberape taun sudah..dek krn penunggang motosikal yg separe bongok...sape soh pakai helmet mase ats jln raye??? menonong jek bawak..alih2 cium keter abah aku...kene seret dek tersangkut kat bumper blakang...bahagian tepi..dat was very traumatized gak..nyawe org kan...

so nak jd cite...last weekend..went to malacca...sbb bawak abah ade ceramah umrah utk jemaah d melaka.....on d way back...dah sampai mrr2 ...lepas sket dr zoo...hmm....keter depan..white swift...dr awal lagek da pasan...suke betol die men break...alih2 buat emergency break...aku pon..sehabes boleh le breaknye..alhamdulillah..dpt elak....x kene keter die....then aku tgk cermin blkg...nampak jelas keter yg datang...dlm hati doa...jgn la kene...tp instinct kate laen...

Allah maha mengetahui...keter dr blakang...white myvi dtg hentam....luckily...d momentum wasn't hard....so d impact pon minor....tp sian mamat tuh...obviously shown on his face betape terkejutnye die...n he started shaking...cam parkinson pon ade...i was in his shoes before....tau le camne rase nye...so we better tak keruhkan lagek keadaan...

see....minor jek kan.....seb baek claim org blakang punye insurance..

so..moral of d story....kalau jumpe keter depan yg sewel suke men break...shift lane....biar lambat asal selamat@!! n jgn lupe byk doa ...smoge Allah lindungi kite dr musibah...

week yg weak

heard about a colleague and also a friend who got an offer for a job at other company...sad but happy for him...pray for his best and grateful for his luck...and also a few others who received interview calls...hopefully soon is for me to shine....

prasan jek..mencari pon malaz....bukannye malaz ape...condition aku neh laen sket...grad laen..kojenye laen...try and error jek la....who knows....tuah ayam nampak di kaki...tuah manusie pd hang tuah...wawawawaaa..lame excuses.... :P

huwahhh....kwn2 nak engage n getting married this sgt ramai..i need to start saving for them skang...for transportation and present la kan...leh x kalau aku hadiahkan doa jek..janji ikhlas kan..ngeee.... :D

yday bawak abah utk his medical checkup...gov hospital..sungguh sedey...kakitangan die mmg nak kene tgn2kan..maybe diorg dah immune sgt kot...lagek pon prangai manusie yg dtg tuh pon ade gak yg mcm nak kene tgnkan...

another 6 weeks akan dpt result...mudah2an abah will be fine...insyaAllah....

GreNaDe!!

"Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss,
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked,
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb
Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh
You’ d watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me you're a liar
Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...
But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No, no, no, no "

oh yes..yes..yes...ntah nape aku ngah kemaruk lagu neh..melody die n lyric (definitely) die sgt best...sampai buat ringtone! huwahhh....and a colleague caught me tgh nyanyi sambil buat gaye penuh emosi..uhh....malu!!! well...die br nampak d other side of me...ngeee

adam's new world..heeee

all rite peeps..cewah...kpd peminat2 adam...i'm presenting u...........


new adammmmmmmm!!!

muhammad adam aiman - gamba ini telah dicuri drpd page bain aku :)

berbekalkan bag ben10 yg baru..botol air ben10..bekal makanan ben10...beberape bekalan tisu yg mencukupi serta hand sanitizer (sbb adam allergy ngan habuk etc)...adam mule melangkah kaki sbg budak genius aulad...


smoge membesar dgn menjadi anak n lelaki yg soleh yea adam...bijak serte beriman......dah besar kan....wah....sbb kan sorg neh permate hati sume org...so..he's d center of attraction i must say...hehe


he is turning 5 this year..n tahun ni..birthday die jatoh pd hari raye..triple celebration la jadinye die nanti... ~> birthday adam, merdeka day, eidul fitr!!


1st day at school jek dah macam2 cite ngan c adam neh..classmate die panggil die c putih sbb belum tau name...pastuh mase nak balik..punye la cuak mak aku, mama n abah adam sbb tak sampai2 ke rumah....ghopenye die ckp ngan brader van tuh..die nak turun last...sonok sgt agaknye die naek van tuh ngan rakan2 seperjuangan..padehal dah lalu dah rumah aku mase tuh...adam..adam...


well..sebenanye ade vid prangai die kat school...tp gagal plak aku dapatkan dr abg aku..ngee....


till then!!!

what hurts d most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo

thats wut i'm trying to do....

syukur ..

Alhamdulillah....syukur...ape yg sy azamkan utk 1432H..Allah dah bukekan jln sket demi sket..smoge Allah x putuskan nikmatNya pd sy..smoge iman sy meningkat n maken teguh dr hari ke hari...

ada org tego pakaian sy..cam org tua etc...ye la..labuh dsbnye kan...sbbnye...sy cuba penuhi tuntutan syara'....biar ape org nak kate...pandangan Allah yg sy takotkan....sekarang neh cukup ssh nak cr pakaian muslimah yg betol2 penuhi tuntuan syara' neh...konon jek fesyen/pkaian muslimah...lengannye panjang..labuhnye plak x brape labuh...bile dah labuhnye elok jek...tgn nye plak x brape pjg...

sy neh bukanlah alim sgt spt org laen...sbb sy x sempurne lagek la..makanye sket demi sket sy cube mencari kesempurnaan itu...slh ke???sy x pernah halang ape yg org laen nak pakai...cume kdg2 tuh jauh d sudut hati sy nak tego jugak la kan .... terutamenye yg dah kehilangan org tua..bila aurat si anak x sempurna...c ibu bapa yg dah bersemadi kat liang lahad akan mendapat habuannya apb 3 langkah anak itu melangkah dr rumahnya...dan terlihatnye aurat anak itu oleh bukan makramnye.....

tp kalau tego kate ustazah la...macam bagus laa....donia....donia....masuk saham gak aku sbb x tego kan...

baru2 neh...sy berjaye menemui tdung lycra bersaiz L (belum mampu nak pakai yg XL lagek..takot org kate ustazah punye psl :P)....tp mahal la kan compare ngan M...penah gak sy beli reu on9...konon nk yg exclusive..xnk same ngan org...saiz m jgak.....tp..tetap x penuhi tuntutan spt pd surah an-nisa..semoge lebey byk sy temui tudung yg dicari serta pakaian yg diingini....biar hati parents sy pon gumbire melihat anak mereke...

oooohhh..tp sy byk tudung saiz M tuh..syg kalau x pakai...oh...maseh belum kuat iman sy nampaknye....bile org tego tudung baru sy neh...ramai sedar kelainan nye..ye la...obvious kot,...sbb beza dgn yg lame..well..they nvr saw me b4...kan..kan..kan...biarkan..ojian!~!!

untuk kehidupan sosial..sy sdg bataskan juga...sket demi sket...cuba utk menyelit ruang2 yg lebey bersifat ilmiah...oh...buku ilmiah yg sy beli pon lom habes bace...lambat benar nmpknye compared ngan buku hiburan kan...mmg le kate ilmuan...seusatu yg baek tu mmg ssh utk dilakukan..ttp mudah sgt utk ditinggalkan....

laen cerite...adam has started his school life..heheh....cumel..x sangke..dah besar dah die..camtuh la gamaknye parents kite tgk kite dr kecik kan..x sangke dah maken besar..n maken tua..i'll be posted new pic of adam soon for those auntys yg merindui adam..hehe.....