it's april...

huwaaa...april sudaa...my last post was on february...hmm..it's been a while oledi since my last post...tuh pon td sbb tgk "gen21" kat al-hijrah....psl bloggers..then suddenly teringat blog sendiri yg lame x singgah...well..dey olls sume siap add nuffnang bagai to expand followers..mine..nvr bother pon brape ramai..huhu....just a medium for me to express what i hv inside kepale serabot neh tru writing...typing to be precise... ;)

slame mane aku telah "tinggalkan" laman neh...lebey lame lagek kekacauan yg bersarang d minda sbenanye...

last week...i'm officially bujang kembali..huhuuuuu...takdir Allah telah atur aku...mmg ade hikmahnye..n i can see it clearly one by one...ramai org yg soh kawen awal bagai..well peeps...different people will walk in trough different journey of life...don't aspect my life or other people's life will walk d same path as yours..if Allah destined your life to get married in earlier age as such...just be grateful for that...takyah bising tanye nape bagai...ko nak sponsor ke?huh..itu adlh soklan berserte amarah...padehal ade yg betol2 concern....maaf..darah mude katekan...peace!!

it's maybe d best decision for both of us...as both have "things" to settle dulu..huuuu...it torn my hearts bit by bit tho...can't deny that...prasaan yg hadir itu ikhlas....dan bukan mudah utk dtg sendiri...hukhuk....to recover from my last rship pon agak saket...kene agresif pnye teknik aku hamek...this time..belom tau lagek teknik ape yg sesuai..since the way it was end pon different...huh...even harder this time...

apr 15th..date dat i always remember..d date it was all started..hmm...hopefully managed to overcome situasi yg x best neh....dun like it at all...leh x kalau juz throw this feeling simply away...huhuuuu...pray everyday for that...insyaAllah....

hmmm...d sampeng itu...kepelbagaian perkare laen berkaitan kerjaye n peribadi sgt melemaskan....sampai tahap..."benci keje ngan pompuan"...duh...hani..sile cermin sket jantina anda tuh ape??huhuuuuu...mencik....harus blaja utk trime semue neh....ohhhh...

hani..stop whining....

i'm done...