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mencoba utk mjd gagah demi emak....sian mak....sampai pening2 arituh......

mencoba utk mjd gagah demi abah...sian abah...sampai x menang tgn...

mencoba utk mjd gagah demi bos....sian die...anak nak kawen..mslh opis....


mencoba utk mjd gagah demi staff...sian diorg....sume nak kene buat....


mencoba utk mjd gagah demi kwn2....sian diorg....problem dlm mslh maseng2...


~ i can make it tru d rain.......i can stand up once again.....on my own ~

xmo kwn

when i thought i need my fren to support me d most.....


x mintak lebey pon...i dunno wut hv i done dat i deserved this...ape slh sy ye.....naseb c labi....byk yg sy igtkan sy nak luahkan pd sesorg...n i thought she's d one dat will understand...i guess i misjudge people....again.......no one to be trusted....


terlalu byk hati yg perlu dijage....kalau x amek port...seolah2 nak putus persaudaraan..berdose pule...sy perlu kuat utk sume org...utk emak sy...


pelbagai masalah menimpe n tertimpe....betol kate org tue2......ape2 pon mslh...simpan saje...ahaha...


dan pekare yg perlu sy buat lagek..adlh blaja mengcontrol ekspresi muke....don't be to obvious kat org ape yg terbuku


bukukan ape yg terbuku....

pissed off again....

ya Allah...berbakul2 betol aku dah bg pahale kat org tuh......but can't help it....saket ati tahap gaban......camne la ek....

kasihan ngan abah each time tgk muke die.....tp apekan daye...xleh nak reveal skang..kuciwe yg teramat sgt beliau......mcm mane la yea....

xmampu aku....

1 hari dpt brite2 yg mcm nak tecabut jek jantung neh....

ape lageka ku leh buat....

wonders...

another disappointment....

i dunno y people luv 2 take advantage of a person's weaknesses..people has put 100% trust on u..i'm not saying this bcoz i'm a noble person n way a better person as i am not!!

Jumaat - penghulu hari....hari kbenaran jua..terlalu byk kbenaran has been revealed..ya Allah...saat ini engkau menguji hambamu...smoge kami kuat...aku kuat...

Cube utk tabahkan ati..blakon kuat..ramai hati yg perlu kujage...play along wit d main cast of a betrayal drama...

Maafkan hani abah..hani xley cite skang..sbb abah xsehat..tunggu ble abah dah ok eaaaa...

slightly retarded....

i remember that one friday nite...hahaha....ala2 lagu brown gal by abba....

maken gile aku neh..hardly to stay focus on my work;...a lot need to  be done within a short period of time....personal n work.....ssh nye nak separate kan.....i'm d kind yg ssh nak let go things out easily...luahkan pon actually x brape hundred persen....afraid my tears tbe2 lak kua...ngengade sungguh......

i dunno wuts happening...dulu punye kesah lebey mudah utk dilupekan mungkin sbb lgsg x bejumpe...x berhubung....but as i mentioned dolu lagek....xmo jd pemusnah hubungan rakan2...lately...aku tersedar satu pekare....aku dah mcm org ilang siuman..since aku asyik cite yopik yg same ngan rakan2.....aku da byk kali berusehe utk tdk membangketkan cite bodow tuh...apekan daye..tesembur jua pekare yg same....erghhhh...berkali marah pd diri sdiri...tp x penah dgr ckp sndiri!!!!!! hani..hani................

"try sleeping wit d broken heart"

hampe...

xtau rasenye camne nak gmbrkan prasaan neh...sume bercampo baur...all at once.....mengharapkan kwn2....ssh gak...maseng2 ade mslh maseng2....

remuk rsnye....tp ape jek yg bole aku buat ...slaen tangisan sblm tdo..letey rsnye bile bgn pg.....Allah jek yg maha mengetahui....cube kuatkan diri utk mak n org laen...tp sampai bile....nak g jauh...tp x mampu....

camne org leh rilek jek ek..??ya Allah.....ape dosa aku smpi aku d uji begini.......kalu org dgr pon...mesti kate ujian aku sket jek kan...but each time aku nak luahkan...xterluah keseluruhannye........beban...saket....dgn sape aku nak kongsi..??? aku xnk buat mende2 pelik...

cukup mak dah rase ssh sblm neh...xmo tmbhkan lagek......sronok tgk kwn2 gumbire...tumpang saje,...

kinda....

hmm....sudden question dr seorg shbt td....

die tny ape rsnye when aku dpt msg dr c bunguks on d 1st time after die da skian lame mendiamkan diri.....

a bit sympathy...since she never feels d way org laen penah rase..bersyukor gak..allah bg aku lalui mcm2..so aku tau ape rsnye

tp die xpnah....quite pity for her,,,,