sudey lepas

akhirnye sebuah lagek kesah...alhamdulillah.... da selesai kawen abg aku....x sangke..da besar da die...now adapting my new life.......sbg satu2nye adek yg blom kawen....suck......arituh ramai betol la yg tny....diorg da xde soklan laenke......

diorg x tgk aku nye fizikal camne ke??? bile aku jwb xde calon jek--xkan le xde.....wutda........mmg dah xde...nak buat camne....sape la mengkehendakkan aku????diri ini hny pacar yg hine.....diorg x pk ke aku trase ke hape ke/.????karate sekor2 kang....

d best part......encik A (bkn name sbena)..dtg.....ya allah....hari yg panas ngan terik mentari itu bagaikan salju yg menerjah tubuh...wallamak...............sejuk betolllaaaa........can;t help it!!! slalunye kan...bile aku beckp ngan org...ngan mudah jek aku patahkan ayat2 diorg...tetapi ngan insan itu...aku gagal.....pndgn matenye buat aku cair!! hoho...rindu perasaan itu pd diri...kini kembali!!! yeah!!!! berdegup jantungku....rinduku dtg lagiiii....ahahahah

sewel hani neh.....but

sedey mengenangkan naseb kwn2....byk yg aku x mampu nak tlg....aku mampu doakan jek....smoge shbtku kembali ke pangkal jln n mnyedari hakikat idop neh maseh pjg....u r so brilliant n smart....deserves better.......pd shbt ku yg sorg lagek...smoge laluan kebahagiannye dipermudahkan...ade hikmah d sblk kejadian.....parents perlu diutamekan...

smoge sume berbahgie....

shocked to death....

semlm received news yg mengejutkan...beberape la gak.....so sad n low...disappointed pon ade.......last person on earth yg aku pikir buat camtuh...hmm...xde last....tp...hmmmm.....


sgt terkejut......manusie itu sgt pintar...tp sedey mengenangkan krn cinte bute beliau...jauh beliau "berkelane".......what went wrong???? slh ibu bapakah??? atau slh sdiri......


mahu membantu...tp tdk mampu....berdoa yg mampu kupanjatkan ke hadrat ilahi....i'm not a good daughter my self......n makes me even wonders....have i did d same or worst toward my parents...yes i'm disobey them...yes i nvr hear them....yes....i lied to them....yes i hurt them....eventho i said so many times that i luv them....does it enough????yes...i pray for them.....n does it too enough to make me as a good child to them....


every day aku dgr my parents ckp about their probs etc......habes aku ??? another whining...anak x mndgr kate


dear Allah....please grant us health, iman n strength....

alhamdulillah syukurrrrrr....semue da bejln lancar d sblah pompuan dah slesai....now at our place le pulok.....wonders how it would turned to...hikhik...nebes tahap gaban.....


dunno brape ramai tetamu yg nak dtg...hopefully sume dtg le ye...nak ngajak pon cam x brape sempat jek....takot gak le ade yg trase ati kan...


yday.....tbe2 tejumpe keter yg aku xmo jumpe...tp nak buat camne kan....dunie bkn aku yg punyaaa...huhu...berderau darah ku....but....biarkan..malaz nak layan..syok sdiri sajeee

L . T . E . I . T . R . I . E . H . D

mencoba utk mjd gagah demi emak....sian mak....sampai pening2 arituh......

mencoba utk mjd gagah demi abah...sian abah...sampai x menang tgn...

mencoba utk mjd gagah demi bos....sian die...anak nak kawen..mslh opis....


mencoba utk mjd gagah demi staff...sian diorg....sume nak kene buat....


mencoba utk mjd gagah demi kwn2....sian diorg....problem dlm mslh maseng2...


~ i can make it tru d rain.......i can stand up once again.....on my own ~

xmo kwn

when i thought i need my fren to support me d most.....


x mintak lebey pon...i dunno wut hv i done dat i deserved this...ape slh sy ye.....naseb c labi....byk yg sy igtkan sy nak luahkan pd sesorg...n i thought she's d one dat will understand...i guess i misjudge people....again.......no one to be trusted....


terlalu byk hati yg perlu dijage....kalau x amek port...seolah2 nak putus persaudaraan..berdose pule...sy perlu kuat utk sume org...utk emak sy...


pelbagai masalah menimpe n tertimpe....betol kate org tue2......ape2 pon mslh...simpan saje...ahaha...


dan pekare yg perlu sy buat lagek..adlh blaja mengcontrol ekspresi muke....don't be to obvious kat org ape yg terbuku


bukukan ape yg terbuku....

pissed off again....

ya Allah...berbakul2 betol aku dah bg pahale kat org tuh......but can't help it....saket ati tahap gaban......camne la ek....

kasihan ngan abah each time tgk muke die.....tp apekan daye...xleh nak reveal skang..kuciwe yg teramat sgt beliau......mcm mane la yea....

xmampu aku....

1 hari dpt brite2 yg mcm nak tecabut jek jantung neh....

ape lageka ku leh buat....

wonders...

another disappointment....

i dunno y people luv 2 take advantage of a person's weaknesses..people has put 100% trust on u..i'm not saying this bcoz i'm a noble person n way a better person as i am not!!

Jumaat - penghulu hari....hari kbenaran jua..terlalu byk kbenaran has been revealed..ya Allah...saat ini engkau menguji hambamu...smoge kami kuat...aku kuat...

Cube utk tabahkan ati..blakon kuat..ramai hati yg perlu kujage...play along wit d main cast of a betrayal drama...

Maafkan hani abah..hani xley cite skang..sbb abah xsehat..tunggu ble abah dah ok eaaaa...