packed schedule - may until july

gile kentang la...lame x buat post.....so okeh....here's d thing.....setiap minggu akan terisi dgn pelbagai agenda...not hidden....terang2an okeh...or maybe there'll be a few to be hid...gegegege

so i'll start my post with latest product yg aku pakai....disbbkan ade senior betau die pakai this medicated shampoo...maka rambut beliau kembali mekar....so i decided to give it a try...mane la tau kan..mane taknye...severe hair loss okeh....lelame butak la jua kepale ku ini....tp yg sedeynye...ianye quite expensive for d prcie of 200ml shampoo...n it cost me more than RM20!! pfffft...nak buek camno kan....haruslah ditanggung demi kesihatan sejagat....n i had my haircut too....huhu..lapang rasenye.....

n for my career...gege....career la sgt...there're bad n good news....tp yg good news nye belom jd kenyatan hingge kini...how i wish that i could be free....hanye Allah yg mengetahui...n d bad...hmm.....as always..cite lame juge yg timbulnye...belum sampai rezeki sy nampaknye...okeh...

seterusnye.....as i mentioned on prior post....hmm.met d new guy....lame dah kenal...hmm..tp hingge kini sy x pecaye yg sy kua dgn die..apekah???haha....still in d process of  knowing each other....adekah ini mimpi..atau kenyataan???oh!!mmg betol la teori ini... - saat dicari takkan jumpe...tak dicari..muncul pula...

heard psl kwn2 punye life...how i wish i could be there for them....sorry my dears....

 i saw sum pictures of him while i'm browsing my fren's pics...hmmm...look so happy beside his other half....kudoakan kamu bahgie sptmane yg kamu hendakkan...smoge tercapai impian n keinginan kamu yea....as i will continue mine as well....

hani berbunge lagek....

sungguh la mengadenye tajuk post kali ini....hahah....sume gare2 kwn sy nasehatkan..."be a flirt"...(dlm byk2 nasehat....nasehat neh gak yg aku pakai kannnnnn)

nampaknye tersangkut lagek...erk.....sy x sengaje...cume...this time....is quite different.....sbb aku yg trsangkut lebey...muahahah....hadoi...xleh blah......rase mcm blushing memanjang...boley?

d way he called me...auuwww......meltinggggg......

naseb la kan..mengharapkan org laen...org buat x tau....

belum tentu lagek pon jodoh sy ngan sape...lagek pon...sy sebok memanjang.....hmmm...jgn kate nak bg mase utk org...utk diri sendiri pon payah....mcm2 perkare dlm otak neh dok pk sbenanye...should i take another step further...or remain as it is...ngeee...poning dah neh...

nevertheless....lame sungguh la x rase keterbangan neh....!!!! i'm flyinggggg withoutttt winggggggggg!!!

windu kamooo....

huhu...windu pd blog sy sbenanye.....been busy lately.....as usual..ntah bile lapangnye..dunno....tp bersyukur...kerana sy busy krn sy miliki kerjaye....camne kalau sy x busy...sbb xde kerjaye..lebey sedey......dah besar(mmg sgt besar) pon nak family tanggung.....uh....

okeh...last month (march)went for d third interview...huwaa...rezeki sy n geng begitu nampaknye...apekan daye...maseh belum tukar status kerakyatan....quite lucky(perhaps)...i was trough d 1st session....successfully entered d 2nd....tp yg sedeynye...sy xde engineering degree..since d jobscope adlh berkaitan telecommunication engineering...but then....made me question....slame neh yg diorg trime aku nape???pulok....berbalek kpd rezeki..qada n qadar yg Allah tetapkan....

one of d panel thoroughly checked  my transcrip....ade la tercatit kat c2...i took japanese as my 3rd language...but that was longggggggggg ago...n i nvr use it anywhere...tgk cite jepon pon dah lame tak...so how do u aspect me to speak nihon like u....ko dok bertapa kat jepon tuh...laen ar cite...sumtimes older/experience people ade kebodohannye...huhhh...geram!!

okeh..nxt story....

skarang sy trase spt sy telah mendpt balasan....it's karma bebeh....sy tolak org...kini org tolak sy...ngee....sy tolak...ade reason..org tolak pon ade reasonnye.....so i understand exactly y....quite disappointing...apekan daye....i'm me..! a load to be accomplished!! n people still don't understand me....

hny mampu berserah pd yg Maha Esa....

"the worst thing that a man can do to a woman is to let her fall in love n leave her when she falls.."

innalillah.....

received a shocked news....from a very dear friend of mine..lost of her beloved farther.....pity her......we....as friends...touched n felt d lost too....

all we can do...sending prayers for her farther...may Allah place him amongst pious men n grant jannah...insyaAllah...we also pray...that she'll gained strength..patience...n faith...facing the obstacles that Allah has sent to her......

while me...still praying for my future.....my family happiness.....n friends....

loads of things need to be re-do...uhhhhh.......

choices...

when we r facing choices that has to be made....erk..susah rasenye....pilihan2 yg diperngaruhi oleh unsur2 sekeliling..ibu bapa...adik bradik..dan org laen...

nak2 plak bile keputusan tuh mak bapak kite yg soh pilih......org kate..better follow jek..sbb kat situ la keberkatannye...n kat situ la rezeki....

tp aku sedey gile...nape org laen lak cube downkan aku...okeh...hani...lap air mate dulu.....

sucks entry!

kucar kacir otak aku dah..

not a good entry this time..i must say....

to make a decision...ones must sacrifice things...

sy hilang 'beliau' krn cite2 sy..yg akhirnye x habes pon...krn tuntutan kerje....perbezaan taraf katenye...hmm...baeklah..sy akur....sy percaye qada' n qadar Allah...ini bermakna jodoh kami kekal sbg sahabat...alhamdulillah..better than be a rival...

but now.....

Allah uji sy lagek dgn situasi yg hampir same...juz when i'm about to make another life's decision...hajat hendak menyambung cite2 lame....tatkale spt ade peluangnye...hmmm....sy dipertemukan pule ngan beliau yg mahukan sy memenuhi cite2nye....ya Allah.....wpon mase depan kami belum tentu.....terase berat nak buat keputusan spt neh...dgn kekangan mase utk ku berikan jwpn kpd keduenye......

okeh..entry ini sgt sucks!

jodoh...lagik.... :P

okeh..not to story bout my jodoh sbenanye......psl org sekeliling sy.....since i'm in adult world...jodoh..relationship..marriage....seems to be topic utame everywhere i go...huh..lumrah alam agaknye...huuuu

sympathy...empathy...sad..pity....ngan yg dah berusie...30+....yg maseh tercari2 jodohnye....what went wrong???kembali kpd Maha Pencipta la seharusnya...tp ade yg mmg x cari n x kesah pon..(like me..myself)....things n matters yg can not be forced by anyone....is it necessary to?hmmm....mmg la kene berusehe...tp bagaimane...well...google it....ade jek kat mane2 blog laen...jgn cepat putus asa..n hampa...sampai nak bawak diri bagai...mane nak pegi nye pon..dunia nehkecik jek...wake up...n confront every obstacles....

xde la pandai sgt pon...sy sendiri maseh single n available (promote diri jap)......so be it....tho ade rase sedey...it'll go away eventually.....sedey bkan ape...sbb xde geng nak beronggeng n berfoya2...huhuh.....kwn2 ramai nak kawen taun neh....one by one...i'm loosing my friend....insyaAllah tdklah ilang selamenye...


okeh..i bluffed....i did story things about me..hahaha...sengal....!