Syawal yg stuffed!!

Alhamdulillah...after a blissful Ramadhan had passed...here is d beautiful Syawal has appeared...nothing special compared to last year celebration..it was even more dull than before..juz both of me n mom celebrated at kampong together with other relatives...tuh pon ala2 menumpang kaseh..it was sad moment i must say...

as usual..common routine nite before raye...doa selamat n tahlil among family members....after that...bermaaf2an session...uu..sayu sungguh hati ini..mengaler2 airmate sy n bonda when we're hugging wit each other...mohon ampun sgale dose2 yg ade from d day i was born till now..bukan kate berbakol2 lagek...berguni2...bertan2 dose yg aku buat kat parents..astaghfirullah al azim...smoge Allah ampunkan dose aku..untungla pd mereke2 yg awal lagek da xde parents...dose might be sket je...as long as mereke menjage maruah mereke ....ur parents are still going to be punished dlm kubur kalau anak2 mereke membuat sesuatu perkare yg menlanggar syariat..wallahua'alam..too long to detail here...google laa sendiri.. ~ dose2 anak kpd ibu bapa yg telah meninggal dunia..byk woo

umah yg open pon byk...this year...mantan rakan sekerje siap buat list tiap2 mlm nak serbu umah sape..happening...a bit tired tho.....sbb esoknye nak keje...it takes me 4o min juz in train journey jek...compared ngan diorg yg hny memkn mase 10 min nek keter... *envy uols dem much!!

as for my relationship progress....hmm...dunno wut to say...too complicated to tell..if he's d one...he'll be d one...enuf said...still seeking for petunjuk drNya...may Allah send His guidance upon me...amin... :)

bLissfull Ramadhan

alhamdulillah...bertemu lagek dgn ramadhan al-mubarak..ihya ramadhan... :) dah nak dkt habes pon...br nak post entry..nothing much i did for this ramadhan...bertape ruginye aku...ya Allah...smoge ko jgn putuskan nikmatMu ke ats ku yg slalu alpa ini....

barakah d bln ramadhan...semuenye tlh sy luahkan n berterus terang dgn keluarge...far than i expected..huhu..alhamdulillah.penerimaan yg sgt baek..smoge dipermudahkan lagek urusan2 yg akan dtg....padeMu ku pinta petunjuk dan keyakinan ya Allah...

raye bakal tibe...sume disiapkan secare sederhane jek..da  besar kan..wut else to think..? kene bg duet raye jek la..dulu menerime...kini memberi...wpon kene paw ngan adek2 sedare n anak2 sedare...tp rase sgt berharge...ukhwah yg terjalen tu penting......looking forward for this upcoming raye...wpon x brape meriah (agaknye le)..sbb abg2 beraye d rumah mertue msg2...abah plak...blk d pg raye..hmm....dunno how laa...

smoge dipermudahkan sgale urusan...dan jauh drpd sebarang musibah ya Allah rabbul jalil....

3rd July 2011

Alhamdulillah....bertemu lagek dgn tanggal 3 july....barakah...26 tahun...tahun neh...ade insan yg x dpt cecah usie ni pon....

late entry this year..sbb xde prasaan nak menaip..

umo maken bertmbh..tp..amalan bertmbh jugekah?tepuk dada..tny iman...ya Allah...jgn Engkau putuskan nikmatMu ke ats ku...jgn Engkau palingkan rahmatMu drpd ku...smoge aku sentiase dkt dgnMu..sentiase kasihkanMu..sentiase rindukanMu...

Alhamdulillah..hadiah terbsar dan bermakne taun neh...dpt keje baru..berkat kesabaranku slame neh...wpon jauh..tp permanent..berbaloi....ade yg br kontrak..msg2 lalui jalan idop yg laen....wpon lame status "L"...tp aku yakin Allah akan bg jgak satu hari nnt...sptmane aku saba nak sambung degree dulu...byk hikmahnye...

agak sedey la nak tinggalkan tmpt lame...org2 die yg buat sy sedey...huhu...suasanenye pon sy rindukan..bertape akrabnye ukhwah dc2...hmm...tmpt baru....baru la pule suasanenye..furthermore..i'm d new face here..so of coz la i'm a total stranger to them..xpe..let time goes by...

koje...hmm...totally berbeza drpd keje lame..loadssss of new thing..sbenanye xde la new..tp da lame kutinggalkan lps degree dolu..huwa....kene menelaah blk camneh....

my bday...bejln2 n berlibur bersame teman2..hehe..tgk muvie..sampai ngaler airmate..naseb baek ade geng...kan anis kan...ngeee....nak buat guano...hati neh kristal okeh...

wut else to write?dunno...will be post for d next entry maybe...

daaaa

Elin's wedding - johoreeeeeee~~

Alhamdulillah..juz got back from jb....attend wedding elin...n me...as d bride's maid...cewah....c gumuks neh pon leh d pilih mnjd bride's maid...pasti mnjd bahan bualan org kan...

okeh...1st at work on monday..as usual...monday blues...kepenatan semlm maseh trase..ya Allah...jauh perjalanan aku semlm..sejauh 400 km lebey...rase mcm dah sampai perlis....dgn jam...hujan....complete la utk melambatkan perjlnn yg sedie ade neh....singgah lcct dulu..anta shbt pulang ke kg halaman....then ke puncak utk menghantar sorg lagek shbt...huuu...lame x lalu jln scary tuh memlm....eerie okeh.......

berikut adlh sdkt sebyk pics yg sempat diambil oleh sy..menggunekan cam phone sy yg murah n dah rosak neh...syukur everything went well as planned...

~ camwhoring ~

smoge kalian bedue kekal bahgie hingge ke akhir hayat....ameen..... :)

bln kesedihan

uwaa...kesedihan la sgt....it was all stated bile tgk gambo juniors yg convo utk master..at 1st...we were together in d same class...same lecturers...same classmates...huhu....sedey bile terpakse mengambil keputusan utk quit...mase n kewangan yg x brape nak memberi kelebihan di situ....

kalau aku continue je...perhaps...i'll be joining them too....huhu...tgk ade 2 lines kat robe diorg...huwaaaaa...sedey okeh.....sabar hani..semoge ade rezeki mu d laen hari....hmm....pasneh..few of my frens pon akan convo gak...bertahan la ayor mate mu hani...jgn terlihat oleh mrk kesedihanmu itu...bergembirelah utk mrk....

brite gumbire...

cewah...gedis skejap.........well...i am now sumone's half....wahhhhhh......unsangkarable....nvr cross my mind...xpenah cari...penah mintak la tp..hahah....but this time surely without prior notice....i guess i've mentioned this on my earlier post...smoge makbul doa2 shbt n keluarge .... amin...to early to tell too.....i'm so touched by d sincere confessions...auuuw...angau jap...makes me smile everyday...

juz almost passed half of may.....ok..june is coming up....frens n relatives r queuing to get wed! haha....so happy for them...especially for those who has been quite long in their relationship..great ending..n a great start of a new life for all of them hopefully....my prayers n thoughts r always with them... :) hectic schedule but definitely schedule to be remembered by me! myself.....

as i turned 26 this year...now i feel like i'm "grown up"....of coz la kan...sbb byk received wedding invitation.....meaning..only adults can get married! n i'm an adult too...coz they invites me...n....huh...kompius jap...

stress dlm diam..hurm

okeh..post neh..trase sgt stress pd hari ini...huwaa....persekitaran yg x membina.....hanye tau nak meruntuhkan semangat sepasukan jek....

bile org berkire keje....mmg aku rase xleh blah...u r not perfect...so do i ...dats y we need team utk buat mcm2 keje yg merepek tuh..wpon merepek...tp nak buat camne kan....name pon keje...ianye tetap halal....

dah besar...dah kawen...dah ade anak..sendiri mau igt la kan....camne keberkatan ko nak perolehi dlm mencari nafkah buat org2 tersyg...kalau dr pg sampai punch card blk pon stakat amek angen..baca e-news...bagai.....tepuk dada..tny iman...

psl bos...aku dah xtau nak ckp ape...mmg patot pon la staf die dulu hampir gile....n i'm about to join their group! pfftt

packed schedule - may until july

gile kentang la...lame x buat post.....so okeh....here's d thing.....setiap minggu akan terisi dgn pelbagai agenda...not hidden....terang2an okeh...or maybe there'll be a few to be hid...gegegege

so i'll start my post with latest product yg aku pakai....disbbkan ade senior betau die pakai this medicated shampoo...maka rambut beliau kembali mekar....so i decided to give it a try...mane la tau kan..mane taknye...severe hair loss okeh....lelame butak la jua kepale ku ini....tp yg sedeynye...ianye quite expensive for d prcie of 200ml shampoo...n it cost me more than RM20!! pfffft...nak buek camno kan....haruslah ditanggung demi kesihatan sejagat....n i had my haircut too....huhu..lapang rasenye.....

n for my career...gege....career la sgt...there're bad n good news....tp yg good news nye belom jd kenyatan hingge kini...how i wish that i could be free....hanye Allah yg mengetahui...n d bad...hmm.....as always..cite lame juge yg timbulnye...belum sampai rezeki sy nampaknye...okeh...

seterusnye.....as i mentioned on prior post....hmm.met d new guy....lame dah kenal...hmm..tp hingge kini sy x pecaye yg sy kua dgn die..apekah???haha....still in d process of  knowing each other....adekah ini mimpi..atau kenyataan???oh!!mmg betol la teori ini... - saat dicari takkan jumpe...tak dicari..muncul pula...

heard psl kwn2 punye life...how i wish i could be there for them....sorry my dears....

 i saw sum pictures of him while i'm browsing my fren's pics...hmmm...look so happy beside his other half....kudoakan kamu bahgie sptmane yg kamu hendakkan...smoge tercapai impian n keinginan kamu yea....as i will continue mine as well....