tlh pulih...insya Allah....

salam ramadhan al mubarak....

last week was named as minggu yg saket.....dr sudut kesihatan fizikal....mental pon ade sket gak...last saturday lagek aku da saket perot...klu member sume da tau kot..mmg aku ade gastrik....tp arituh mmg ekstrim...walhal aku bukannye pose pon...huhu...Allah bg mc...biase la...

da g clinnic on tuesday tp x baek gak..da la da 2 hari x g keje..claz pon x pegi..sygnyeeee..mase rabu mlm tuh maken menjd2......parents soh g clinnic agik...then d doctor said...should refer 2 hospital..umangai...serem nye mak...bknnye takot nak g spital tuh ha...xde hal la...takat bau2 pelik tuh....da imuned rsnye...

so...pg kames tuh pon pegi la.....xray ..then masok air sbotol...ngan 4 jnis ubat...high jap aku kat c2...perot pon lapa...usha ade org india 2 org kat sblah...diorg bg mkn...pesal aku diorg x bg mkn???...opss...tlupe lak...bln pose..maybe diorg igt aku pose gak kot....xpe..blk nnt aku mlantak apueh ati..pastuh bole blk..alhamdulillah......next appointment will be on 8th oct......lame lagek....jgn la ade pape hopefully....takot dgr cite org2 masok camera bagai dlm perot tuh...xnk ar.....

so far...alhamdulillah....today dah ari ke3 aku puase....saket tuh ade gak...tp cube kuatkan gak....insyaallah...xde pape la kot....

perotku yg maseh saket..trase hingge ke tulang blakang...aduyai

since last ahad lagek saket nye.....kugagahkan jua........due hari x g keje....smlm amek coti jek....tp slase da x thn sgt da...g jumpe pn doktor gak...pastuh kne skolah ngan doktor tuh..trime kaseh bebyk!!! ngeeeee

terkenang mase kat perak last week...ya allah...mcm2 jd....bile arrived jek kat sane...mlm tuh nak jln2 cr mkn dgn d girls la kan......upenye spjg pjln getah bwh bumper dpan tuh da jatoh...cam aram betol...da la sblm tuh kompressor rosak..maybe org yg betolkan tuh x skru bebetol2....hampeh sungguh...scary gak la....seb baek ade brother tuh bukak agik bengkel....syukur nothing happens.....


dsbbkan saket yg teramat....tons of asgmns yg lom siap....sigh........sape leh tlg!!!???? pelisssss!!!!!!!! (sambel buat muke comey puss in boots!!)

Ahlan bikum ya ramadhan!!!!!

pejam celik....ramadhan dtg lagek...rs br jek celebrate bday taun masihi ngan kengkawan...da nak masok bday taun hijrah plak...heeee.......smoge amalan kali neh lebey byk dr ramadhan sblm nye....bigitu juge ngan mmbr2 sume...bln plg tenang...bln yg dinantikan.....klu le kite dpt maximumkan ibadah ramadhan kali neh....masya allah...xdpt bygkan ganjaran yg kte perolehi,......jgn pk dose yg kte buat jek....pk camne nak kurangkan dose n tmnhkan pahale...ckp jek x gne.....>>>>> peringatan utk diri sdiri juge.....

mnggelabah gak td mase kat claz....ade asgmn yg aku xtau kne buat..sbb ade claz yg redundant...so byk kali x attend...sigh.....double my task!!! still letey blk dr perak...dunno y...maybe d combination of d journey n weather now......camane plak kat pdg mahsyar......tatkale mentari terik sejengkal ats kepale....

i was quite bz lately....n my health condition wasn't good....xdpt bersame rakan2....byk telepas pndg n perhatian...doesn't mean aku x kesah kehidupan korg...n x amek pedulik....i cried everytime my head thinking that i can't help u guys n do nothing...mmg le xbaek jage tepi kaen org....but to think of wut they're doing....whether it's rite or wrong.....msg2 da bsr....should think of future..meaning..jangke mase pjg... instead pk kan keindahan, keseronokan n kebahagiaan skang jek....ntahla......org kate....xyah sebok sbb msg2 punye kubo....lupe agaknye mereke....tanggungjawab kte sbg khalifah kat bumi neh kne berpesan2 dgn kebenaran!!!!! n yes...kene la berpesan2 dgn kesabaran juge........maseng2 ade "saham" bile terlihat......tp bile diam...bagaimane...sigh....i hv no strength on that......lemahnye aku.......

aku pon insan biase..byk klemahan...nak tego...pasti terpalit ke muke sdiri akhirnye....sedey....sedey lagek terkenangkan rakan2 yg xsedar ape yg diorg buat..overall aspects in life.....idop mcm roda...kite buat org....org akan buat kte blk....klu x skang...akan tibe masenye nnt....klu x kne kat kte blk...kne plak kat anak2 kte....cash !!!

terkenang ape yg nonie kongsi cerite n pengalaman die.....Allah works in different ways to show His GREATNESS.............................. Subhanallah....... dunnow wheter i'll have d same "sign" n kejujuran hati yg ikhlas.....byk cela itam kat dlm ati..camne Allah nak makbulkan doa aku....mintak mcm2 tp xnk "mmberi".......i'm working on it....insyaAllah.....

smoge hati smakin tng.......ya Allah..bersehkan la hatiku...& jgn jdkan ramadhan ini yg terakhir buatku....amin

sunday yg funday.....

wahahaha....tajuk cam best jek..padehal rutin hariku cam biase jek..name pon ari ahad...bgn pg2 g pasa..even tho keter buat prangai x snonoh tuh..haha...then...kemas bilik yg da mcm tutttttttttttttttt........

since ptg semlm agik keter start buat hal....dok kua bunyi pelik2 lak..adey...nsb baek sampai umah lps claz...takot jek aku tesadai kat nkve ke...duke ke...mmg le berduke jdnye nnt....

ptg..dlm kol 7 lebey...usha tepon celcom..br pasan ade 2 missed calls n 1 msg from shira....sewel bdk tuh mmlm.....lps habeh claz smlm aku lupe nak tuka mode from silent...tuh yg x pasan....missed calls tuh dr wanie...tekezut gak die call...igt nak jempot kenduri kawen ke hape kan..hahaha.....best...lame x gosip ngan wanie......sonok!!

tgk fb td......aduyai....xthn betol tgk org becinte neh.....dasat...kalahkan org da kawen....perlu ke nak letak pekare2 camtuh...hahahha...skali skale leh blah la....kne lak org yg mmg camtuh...mmg aku x bley blah..gelis makkkk....sian awek die...malu sey.....hahahhah

live..life..leave..

xtau pe kne ngene dgn tajok..but basically life is full of surprises..yar..now in perak..promoting our product..

lucky ade free wifi here..so damm windu kat internet..huhu..semlm server diorg down..biasela kat institusi pndidikn..wahaha...

Allah maha kaye n maha mengetahui..kte rncg..tp da dtentukn pengakhirannye...bcoz of unexpected reasons..aku n 2 membr jek dtg perak ni..nvr mind..even tho my parents n others riso keadaan ktorg..alhamdulillah nothing worst happens so far..maybe berkat doa2 yg parents ktorg aja dr kecik maka ALLAH melindungi kami..insyaAllah..

so hard 2 convince these educated people..mari kte kembali kpdNYA...

tomorrow i'll be back 2 KL..sbb ade claz..klu leh skip mmg aku skip saje..mcm xpnah buat dolu..unfortunately claz2 mendtg sgt pntg..miss 1 claz pn rugi mcm xdtg 3 claz..harap diorg phm la kan..sbb nk dkt final..nk harap aku blaja sdiri base on lctr notes..mmg xleh hrp la..

c u in KL !!!! Muahz !!!

out of reach

out of reach..out of sight.....still.........



Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you


Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me

life.....

I'm afraid of the dark
Especially when I'm in a park
And there's no one else around,
Oh I get the shivers.
I don't want to see a ghost,
It's the sight that I fear most
I'd rather have a piece of toast
And watch the evening news.

Life, oh life! Oh life! Oh life! doo,
Doot doot dooo... Life, oh life! Oh life!
Oh life! doo doot doo

I'm a superstitious girl
I'm the worst in the world
Never walk under the ladders,
I keep a rabbit's tail.
I'll take you up on the dare,
Anytime, anywhere;
Name the place,
I'll be there,
Bungee jumping, I don't care!


life oh life...

So after all said and done
I know I'm not the only one
Life indeed can be fun,
If you really want to.
Sometimes living out your dreams,
Ain't as easy as it seems
You wanna fly around the world,
In a beautiful balloon.


life can be d most beautiful experiences if we see it d way it suppose to...rather than to burden n blind urself wit unnecessary matters or stupid things ...enjoy!!!!