GreNaDe!!

"Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss,
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked,
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb
Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh
You’ d watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me you're a liar
Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...
But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No, no, no, no "

oh yes..yes..yes...ntah nape aku ngah kemaruk lagu neh..melody die n lyric (definitely) die sgt best...sampai buat ringtone! huwahhh....and a colleague caught me tgh nyanyi sambil buat gaye penuh emosi..uhh....malu!!! well...die br nampak d other side of me...ngeee

adam's new world..heeee

all rite peeps..cewah...kpd peminat2 adam...i'm presenting u...........


new adammmmmmmm!!!

muhammad adam aiman - gamba ini telah dicuri drpd page bain aku :)

berbekalkan bag ben10 yg baru..botol air ben10..bekal makanan ben10...beberape bekalan tisu yg mencukupi serta hand sanitizer (sbb adam allergy ngan habuk etc)...adam mule melangkah kaki sbg budak genius aulad...


smoge membesar dgn menjadi anak n lelaki yg soleh yea adam...bijak serte beriman......dah besar kan....wah....sbb kan sorg neh permate hati sume org...so..he's d center of attraction i must say...hehe


he is turning 5 this year..n tahun ni..birthday die jatoh pd hari raye..triple celebration la jadinye die nanti... ~> birthday adam, merdeka day, eidul fitr!!


1st day at school jek dah macam2 cite ngan c adam neh..classmate die panggil die c putih sbb belum tau name...pastuh mase nak balik..punye la cuak mak aku, mama n abah adam sbb tak sampai2 ke rumah....ghopenye die ckp ngan brader van tuh..die nak turun last...sonok sgt agaknye die naek van tuh ngan rakan2 seperjuangan..padehal dah lalu dah rumah aku mase tuh...adam..adam...


well..sebenanye ade vid prangai die kat school...tp gagal plak aku dapatkan dr abg aku..ngee....


till then!!!

what hurts d most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo

thats wut i'm trying to do....

syukur ..

Alhamdulillah....syukur...ape yg sy azamkan utk 1432H..Allah dah bukekan jln sket demi sket..smoge Allah x putuskan nikmatNya pd sy..smoge iman sy meningkat n maken teguh dr hari ke hari...

ada org tego pakaian sy..cam org tua etc...ye la..labuh dsbnye kan...sbbnye...sy cuba penuhi tuntutan syara'....biar ape org nak kate...pandangan Allah yg sy takotkan....sekarang neh cukup ssh nak cr pakaian muslimah yg betol2 penuhi tuntuan syara' neh...konon jek fesyen/pkaian muslimah...lengannye panjang..labuhnye plak x brape labuh...bile dah labuhnye elok jek...tgn nye plak x brape pjg...

sy neh bukanlah alim sgt spt org laen...sbb sy x sempurne lagek la..makanye sket demi sket sy cube mencari kesempurnaan itu...slh ke???sy x pernah halang ape yg org laen nak pakai...cume kdg2 tuh jauh d sudut hati sy nak tego jugak la kan .... terutamenye yg dah kehilangan org tua..bila aurat si anak x sempurna...c ibu bapa yg dah bersemadi kat liang lahad akan mendapat habuannya apb 3 langkah anak itu melangkah dr rumahnya...dan terlihatnye aurat anak itu oleh bukan makramnye.....

tp kalau tego kate ustazah la...macam bagus laa....donia....donia....masuk saham gak aku sbb x tego kan...

baru2 neh...sy berjaye menemui tdung lycra bersaiz L (belum mampu nak pakai yg XL lagek..takot org kate ustazah punye psl :P)....tp mahal la kan compare ngan M...penah gak sy beli reu on9...konon nk yg exclusive..xnk same ngan org...saiz m jgak.....tp..tetap x penuhi tuntutan spt pd surah an-nisa..semoge lebey byk sy temui tudung yg dicari serta pakaian yg diingini....biar hati parents sy pon gumbire melihat anak mereke...

oooohhh..tp sy byk tudung saiz M tuh..syg kalau x pakai...oh...maseh belum kuat iman sy nampaknye....bile org tego tudung baru sy neh...ramai sedar kelainan nye..ye la...obvious kot,...sbb beza dgn yg lame..well..they nvr saw me b4...kan..kan..kan...biarkan..ojian!~!!

untuk kehidupan sosial..sy sdg bataskan juga...sket demi sket...cuba utk menyelit ruang2 yg lebey bersifat ilmiah...oh...buku ilmiah yg sy beli pon lom habes bace...lambat benar nmpknye compared ngan buku hiburan kan...mmg le kate ilmuan...seusatu yg baek tu mmg ssh utk dilakukan..ttp mudah sgt utk ditinggalkan....

laen cerite...adam has started his school life..heheh....cumel..x sangke..dah besar dah die..camtuh la gamaknye parents kite tgk kite dr kecik kan..x sangke dah maken besar..n maken tua..i'll be posted new pic of adam soon for those auntys yg merindui adam..hehe.....

nak lawan post cik anis..muehehehe

sorry....bit kasar lak bunyik tajuk tuh kan..saje jek....sbb anis post psl bdk umah 44 kan..pandai die jage hati aku...ayat yg baek2 jek...good.....u'll be safe...heheh..nak2 plak sume turning 26 kan..everyone goes in separate ways..idop maseng2..





so i start with...






shira/shiro/jeng:


byk name minah neh..she was d 1 st classmate yg aku knal..xleh nak kate 1st person sbb mule2 aku sampai..aku knal ngan hsmates dulu..mule kenal...really irritating..show off..cocky kinda face..tuh muke die jek la...syukur aku x jump conclusion camtuh..n aku kenal die sape dulu..baek ghopenye die kan..slalu tlg aku (sbb pastuh die nak tiru aku-slaen elin)...hehe..dr mule sem 1 aku sekumpulan ngan die..class ape pon la..terigt mase aku kene demam teruk dulu..mase tuh kene buat assignment database..sian die buat sorg2..aku ade ngan die..dok baring sblah time die ngan buat kje..sambel meracau tepi tinge die..sbb dlm mimpi aku..aku tgh tlg die siapkan keje..heheh..ampun shira..n u'r d best..!


elin/kak yin:
neh pon muke cocky gak..perh..geng jb camtuh kot..clan type!!hahah..(last2 aku geng ngan org jb gak)...muke die jek camtuh..anak pengetua la katekan..hehe..tp die sgt baek..aku terhutang budi ngan die..kejayaan aku kat UiTM kebykkannye krn die..krn nota die yg sgt kemas..tulisan besar sebijik2..sgt cantek..sehingge kitorg fotostat jd nota kitorg plak..heheh..seb baek ko x mintak royalti kan lin...mampus kitorg..bukan aku ngan shira jek yg jd penagih tegar nota die..hampir 1 class le nak dikirekan..lagek satu..die rase slmt bg aku pegang air milo die..sbb die tau aku xleh minum milo..dah nak kawen dah minah neh..ngan jejake pilihan hati wpon menempuh pelbagai cobaan..insyaAllah..u guys will get thru this..thx for baju pengapet..leh aku pakai nikah aku trus nnt..boh sekuin n swavorsky jek nnt..kelasssss mak..

anis/maklang wanie:
insan yg aku knal mase lps aku knal shira..sbb die dok seumah ngan shira mase tuh..together wit ina n nira..taa'ruf session we had bit funny kalau diigtkan..keciknye donia kan..xsangke she's cousin to my neighbour..also a friend..zhafri/jep..happy go lucky n vibrant kinda girl..tagline die.."nak share..nak share..nak share!!"heheh...sgt suke karok d bilik beliau sambel speaker too superly outloud!! haha..oh ye..name laen die gingerwoman..miss ur voice la anis..slaen typo error die yg berkadaran tinggi (aku rank slps die)..die gak slalu ckp silap..lalu menjd bahan seluruh rumah..huahuahua..maap anis..slalu aku pukol ko..bkn pukol marah tau,..tuh pukol syg..heheh..kan kte same2 anak last of 3 siblings..byk gak persamaan kite kan kan kan...


ina/yayang:
hsmate shira yg aku knal..my twin..my soulmate..haha..die ngan nira panggey aku izniah mule2..sbb diorg kate muke aku cam kwn skolah diorg..sampai kan amal igtkan name aku izniah hani..bole jek..mase dok seumah 44 tuh..die la sleeping partner aku..as anis mentioned earlier in her blog..kalau tgk cite slaen cite melayu ngan ina, konon jek die nak tgk same2..alih2 pndg jek die..dah sampai korea dah die - tdo (kdg2 layan cite melayu pon same)..we shared so many experiences, wut we think, wut we feel n wut we want together..bile tdo jek..ade la story telling together2..heheh...skang tdo sorg2..terigt ina tdo kat sblah aku..skang neh bdk tuh nak kemaruk citer korea..teacher kpd anak bangse yg bakal mengharumkan negare..wahhhh..die tukang masak yg hebat!! lazat....

echa/cha'e:
bdk yg x membeso2 wpon mkn byk..huih..dasat die neh..sekelas dr mule hingge ke semester terakhir..ade mende aku nak mention lagek..tp personal..xleh..drop her waterface..heheh...tp mesti aku igr die la..penakut pon ye gak bdak neh..konon nak tgk cite seram2..dok blakang org gak kang..mentang2 leh sembunyik blakang aku..slambe die jek kan..tagline die yg aku igt "matahari menembak ke dlm umah"..ayat org melake agaknye..teringin aku nk bg lemak aku neh kat die..nampak sket die berisi...heheh..die ngan amal sespesis....suke dok dlm bilik jek..bagus anak dara neh..memelihara kesucian..(jap...ape yg diorg dok buat dlm bilik tuh?? teeet...ehe..ampun!!)


amal/zakiah:
d most gurly girl in d house..wit all pink stuff n such..leh tgk by her almari as well..d only outstanding one..sbb pink..org laen sume kale cekelat jek..heheh..neh pon teacher gak..utk kidergarten kids..cumels die nye student..cam amal gak..syukur alhamdulillah..Allah dah bukak pintu hati die tuk bertudung..sweet...smoge usehe beliau lebey mendekatkan diri beliau ngan Allah (a reminder to me as well)..another johorian in d hse..minah latah yg separe kronik..heheh..siap leh jd jln crite kalau die melatah..ksian negok die bile kene sakat..


maznira/nira/azra/sylvia:
name die lagek byk sbb die mmg memeiliki name yg pjg..dianugerahkan kening yg akan meberi cabaran kpd mak andam kelak..heheh..pon melatah gak minah neh..tp pd thp terkawal..leh control ape die nak..xde sape leh lawan sendawe ngan minah neh..opss...sorry..terlebey sudah..bakal suri kpd mamat limbang neh..heee...bejaye gak c jabeng tuh menawan hati skian lame..kalau x silap he took months or years to conquer d queen's heart..nggeee..berbaloi2 kate org kan..my roomate too...aku suke make up mate die..sng..bulat gitu biji mate die..mudah jek nak letak..sekampung ngan ina..suke dgr diorg speaking..teringat wan kakak ipar den..


noe/hidayah:
d only klantanese yg x mcm klnatanese yg aku knal kat UiTM neh..cool...no need clan thingy..suke dgr die borak ngan boipren die.. c pehe tuh..mentang2 le kitorg xpaham..slambe jek becinte dpn2 kitorg(talking tru phone-3G call lagek tuh)...beeeee...heheh...teringiang2 nada manja die memanggil sang kekaseh..hehe..i like!! penah dtg umah die kat klntan dulu..mukin gunong..suke kueh yg mak die buat..x manes..best..die x caye aku 1 st drive g sane..sbb dgn hebatnye leh cari umah die..heheh..maap..aku ade nada berlagak dc2..diela geng aku yg xmkn pedas..kronik kitorg kalau mkn pedas neh..so kitorg slalu dpt special treat..ngeh3...dah nak kawen dah kwn aku neh..jauh nak g tuh..akan ku usehekan..






kesimpulannye..wpon idop bersembilan sebumbung yg kecil..kami maseh idop harmoni..bergurau sende..berkasar bhs..terase hati tuh rumlah..tp x kronik..bak kate ina..kami mampu berkoleborasi dgn baek...syukur Alhamdulillah...aktiviti yg kami lakukan same2..tetap terpaku dlm ingatan ku insyaAllah...

it's new year!! welcome 2011

alhamdulillah...another year is coming up..heh...a year has passed...xtau how far aku dah accomplished mission lame...x cukup berusehe agaknye..orite...upcoming new year neh..kene double up my effort kalu gitu..

maybe 2010 sy maseh di rundum prasaan lame..hahah...jiwe kacau kjap...so can't focus...

2011...sy nk tambahkan ibdah sy...byk kurangnye mase 2010/1432..sebok ngan duniawi punye psl...but so far...aku rase byk gak perubahan yg aku buat compared zmn dolu kale n now..lebey bersabar (at times ilang gak :P)...muheheheh.....perubahan laen...hmm....hny Allah yg tau... :)

few things in mind yg belegar utk 2011...kawen???? not in d list definitely!! heheh...sbb aku kene jd pengapet kan..so amek aura kwn2 jek dulu...mine...later! bia le mokcik2 tuh nak bertanye..either  they're concern about me..or they don't hv anything else to think n do!!hahah...nauzubillah..jgn ar aku jd irritating camtuh bile dah tua..

o ye...adam pon dah nak school starting jan 2011....huh...x sangke dah besar dah die...dr kecik tgk die membesar kat mate neh...cumel..bak kate adam.."adam hansem"...immune dah ngan kate2 tuh...wahai anak..jgn jd riak sudey...

btw..hapi bday abah....u'r turning sweet "26" this year..heheh

my mom's trifle~~

i copied this from email yg aku anta kat shbt2 yg meminta..so here it is...resepi yg propernye.. x hengat mane letak..so this i give u how we usually do at home~heheh

bahan:

tepong custard

mix fruit

sliced peach

crystal jelly-yg slalu aku gune -orange...kaler die mearek kene ngan kunin

susu cair

gula

pandan cake yg roll tuh...

1. slice cake tuh dulu then susun dlm bekas yg nak bubuh

2. basahkan cake tuh dgn air drp mixfruit tuh...spy die melekat dgn custard nanti

3. slice kan lagi peach utk nak susun kat ats bahan2 neh nanti

4. utk permulaan leh ar try buat 1 cawan custard dulu...gule dlm stgh cawan...agak2 le spy x manes..

    - camporkan custard tuh td ngan 1 tin susu cair + gula + air sket....camporkan sume kacau sblm letak ats api..tgk kadar kepekatan...air tuh slalunye agak2 jek...jgn pekat sgt..jgn cair sgt...

5. masak ats api kecik...kacau sampai kilat...then masukkan mix fruit...kacau lagek...

6. bile dah jd kunin kilat - dah masak..tuang dlm bekas yg dah disusun cake td..ratakan..pastikan masuk kat celah2 cake..kene pantas..nnt bahan akan keras

7. susun sliced peach menikut kreativiti anda...nak buat buruj ape2 pon bley

8. masak plak crystal jelly, bile dah masak dgn pantas letakkan ats bahan td.ratakan. biarkan sejuk, die keras.

masukkan dlm peti sejuk utk keenakkan bergande....

ps: supposed...kene ade gamba la kan...ntah mengape stiap kali buat..xpenah terpk nak snap pic lgsg...so for those yg penah mkn...bare in ur memory! ngeee :D